I chatted to my family in Philippines

This morning I was chatting with my family, I talked to my mom and dad. They both asked when I will visited them because they miss me so much. I also talked to my sister and already asked some pasalubong, OMG! I need to have a budget for their pasalubong. When I was talking to my dad, he told me it not suit me well with my bangs, he laughed when he said it, so while we we´re talking I put some hair clip in my bangs LOL. I can think that my mom and dad miss me so much the way they talked. It is getting better now, because my mom don´t cried anymore when we talked, not like before because everytime we chatted she cried a lot. But I am glad because she don´t cry this time, I am really happy today to both see my parents healthy and that the only thing I wish for. I hope to see them this year.

I have talked to my family

I was talking to my family this morning, it was a great chat with my family. I talked to my nephews and nieces which can´t talked yet when I was still with themthey talked a lot . I am happy because they are all healthy as I was so really nervous about swine flu which spreading all over the Philippines. I always read or watch news in the Philippines and I got information that our place (Davao City) has the smallest amount of infected of the virus I hope i stay like that for few months. I told my mom to always careful specially to my nephews and nieces. It was a great feeling to know that they are all healthy, knowing that they are all in good condition makes me feel relax and calm (not the passed few days, I always slept around three in the morning, because of thinking of them). Anyway I´m looking forward to see thembecause I miss them a LOT.

I feel happy

I am happy today because I talked to my family through yahoo chat, and I had a chance to talked to my four sisters,1 brother, nephews, nieces and my mom and dad. It was timing chat because all my sisters and my brothers visited my mom and dad at home. I never released that I am living here in Sweden for almost two years now, my sister who was not pregnant when I was still in the Philippines, is pregnant now for her 2nd child and my other two sisters give birth to their child already.

It was really fun to talked to my nephews and nieces they talk a lot, they want me to buy different kind of present when I visit Philippines like for example bike, doll etc. They we´re so noisy and also they grow fast too- (I almost don´t recognize some of them). All my sisters and one brother who are married has their own child, I´m the only who is married without child- so I need to make one soon and I hope it will be tisay or tisoy (laugh). Nah doesn´t matter anyway as long as he/she is healthy.

What made me very happy is my parent is both fine and also the rest of the family. Knowing that they are all fine made me feel not worried here in Sweden specially I am not just a bus away. So to know they are all fine made my day completes and relax. My dad asked a lot when I will visit them and it same with my mom because they really both miss me, hearing that words from them made me cry because I miss them a lot.

I learn it´s not easy to be away from my parent- I accepted that life here in abroad is easier but my home country is different- you don´t need money or to shopping to feel happy, but here even you have the money it still feel not happy. I do not know really, maybe I just miss my family so much that´s why I felt like this.

Anyway this is the life I choose and nobody told me to do this so I need to face it-maybe my whole life is here in abroad with my husband. I couldn´t just leave my husband of course I love my husband so much and I don´t know what to do without him and I don´t want to find out- he is the one reason why I´m here. But I hope I can visit them this year.

CHATTING FROM DAVAO

I was talking to my family from Davao today, I was really happy when I saw them, specially my mom and dad - I took a picture of them while were chatting. And I was very happy too because they are in good health, it`s not easy for me if I know that they don`t feel good- it`s really makes me worried a lot. I really miss them so much that`s why when I talked to them earlier I can`t help not to cry. This is the first time in my life that I am far away from them. I just realized now it`s not easy to be far away from my family. I`m really hoping to visit them soon or else I will going crazy hehehe.