It´s been awhile since I blogged last, I was been so lazy to update my blog these passed few days. I think there something to do with my travel and my feelings. I am happy because finally I will see my family for the first time since I migrated here in Sweden, and sad because it will be the first time that I will not be with my husband, I´m sure it will be difficult to both of us not to see each other since I never slept over to a friend here in Sweden since we lived together. And suddenly we will not see each other for three months which are not really a good idea but we don´t a choice, we cannot have both. We need to sacrifice to get the other´s happiness.
It´s 14 days to go before my flight, and there still a lot of things I need to do before my flight such as medical check which will be tomorrow morning, buy some pasalubong, pack the things I will bring with me, I have started already but some of my clothes need to be in laundry first before I can pack them, my husband´s birthday ( I need to bake a cake for him and some little gift from me ) and last but not the least my small party here before I leave Sweden. The aim of my party is to just hang out for the last time to all my friends here in Sweden before I leave. Since I will be away for my 24 birthday so I and hubby thought it would be great to have a small party before I leave. Not only that occasion, because I will be away too during personal occasion such as Christmas and new years, our 3rd year wedding anniversary and valentine. Since my husband wanted to make sure that I am happy during that occasion, he has already granted my wishes which are new bags, iPhone 3gs and also the ticket for Philippines, which made me really happy and thankful with.
For the next week, I will be totally busy as bee lol, but I know I can do it, all I need to say is AJA! I am getting excited for my trip but I can´t took away the sadness in my heart that I will be away from my husband. Honestly, I don´t have any idea what will I feel when I will be in the Philippines, maybe the first time I will be happy then suddenly sad, anyway only time will tell, let see what will happen.